Living And Dying

The Earth Becomes My Throne
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When the sunlight's rising up in my eyes
After the moonlight's covered them with ice
I lie deceived on a pillow of bloody tears
Consumed by thinking about my fears
Will you ever save this man from living on the edge?!!!!!

Am I alive? ... am I dead?
My heaven was my ignorance
Shall I cry ? ... shall I break ?
My salvation was my ignorance

My God please wake me to catch my train
Before confusion eats a piece of my brain
Before paranoia runs through my veins
Before death lies lurking beneath my pain
There on the edge

When a bloody-red tear's going down my face
After being deceived by this world's disgrace
I struggle to find the true meanings
Thrilled by my fake unnamed feelings
Will I ever save this man from the living on the edge?!!!!!

Is he alive? is he dead?
His heaven was his ignorance
Shall he cry ? shall he break ?
His salvation was his ignorance

My God please wake him to catch his train
Before confusion eats a piece of his brain
Before paranoia runs through his veins
Before death lies lurking beneath his pain
There on the edge

Tired of being lied to with your betraying facade
Tired of being numb-handed of holding to your hate
Tired of being forsaken for the injustice of my fate

Am I alive? am I dead?
My God please wake me to catch my train
Shall I cry ? shall I break ?
Before confusion eats a piece of my brain
Am I alive? am I dead?
Before paranoia runs through my veins
Shall I cry ? shall I break ?
Before death lies lurking beneath my pain
I'm breaking
There on the edge



P.S. : This is something I wrote few years ago for a rock band .... unfortunately I can not invokve music here ;) ... but God .. imagine how gothic it would like .. wow frightning :D .... still gothicness and terror is the same for me :P ... but I'm saner now :D