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A Treason Draft, Still Valid.

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 11:44:29 +0300

I just finished reading Muhammad MAGHOUT's latest book.. "East of Eden, West of God... - شرق عدن، غرب الله..."... all I know is that I have to talk about it.. I have to say sth.. the only problem is that I can't... I wish i had the ability to describe feelings, paint them.. I can't.. I can only scream them out.. this bitterness that rolls all over u when reading this book.. bitterness is the keyword for this compilation... I donno... the only ppl who would realy understand what I'm talking about.. is those who had read his "I Will Betray My Country - سأخون وطني"...

أيها الوطن الغارق في التفاهات
لن أنقذك مهما كان عندي من وسائل
فلطالما أسأتَ إليَ
من الرأس حتى أسفل القدم
حرمتني رؤية النجوم
تأمل الأفق
انتظار الفجر
رائحة الخبز
رسائل الحب
هدايا الأعياد
وحتى النوم على الرصيف
كنت تدفعني دفعاً
بجبالك وسهولك وثرواتك
للجنون
للمصحات العقلية
ومعسكرات الإبادة
وأنا أسترضيك
وأستعطفك
والآن تريد أن أنظف ما تحتك وفوقك من خراب
وقد حذرتك مراراً
بأن الزمن ليس ساعة حول معصمك
أو قبعة على رأسك
أو سوطاً بيدك
أو حاجباً أمام مكتبك
عفواً
ليس عندي وقت أضيعه فعندي موعد هام
مع عاهرة!
ومصابة بالإيدز والزهايمر.
فمت بغيظك...

45 Minutes of Syria.

Mon, 3 Apr 2006 17:15:28 +0300

In the aiport.

I'm in love, I believe in an us, I have the best friends that will love me no matter what, I have a future to work on. I'm a happy per

A Farewell

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 02:27:26 +0200

6 Years of my life, Today.

Whether I liked it or not, wanted it or not, these people are a part of who I am now.
And I am a part of each one of them. no matter how small or big it is. They Are, and I Am.

And I am grateful for each and every one of them, for who I am.

You make me believe in this green and blue Earth of ours.

Zied [in the background]
Maad, Tsoleir, Madonna, Dimah, Rasha, Bashar
Yara, Me, Lujain, Ali

Thank you. For the brilliant evening, for the lovely parts of you that u gave me, and most importantly for your love.

Incoherent Bullshit 2

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 14:04:25 +0200

A Once in a lifetime CAN happen twice, and most probably WILL. but, again, most probably you WON'T take notice.

A turned off mobile phone does NOT recieve messages, no matter how long you stare at it, no matter how hard you want to believe it does. 101 Technology.

نحن سلالة لا تدخل الأوطان إلا من منافيها

Me. Recommends.

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 23:58:24 +0200

Me. Recommends. New. Old. Discoveries.

Laco Tayfa - Laco Tayfa... Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful.

Tra ra ra raaa....

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 02:15:23 +0200

Feeling: High.

Syria Planet...

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 17:32:22 +0200

Syria Planet
The online portal for ALL Syrian Bloggers has finally kicked off in its Beta version.

The site aggregates all (known) Syrian blogs, Blogs of foriegners living or writing about Syria.

The main purpose of this site is to introduce the Syrian Blogsphere to the world.

Frustration...

Wed, 8 Mar 2006 02:11:21 +0200

Frustration?

frus‧tra‧tion
1 [uncountable and countable] the feeling of being annoyed, upset, or impatient, because you cannot control or change a situation, or achieve something:
People often feel a sense of frustration that they are not being promoted quickly enough.
2 [uncountable] the fact of being prevented from achieving what you are trying to achieve

Source: Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English.

Is it?

I donno, I know that...

Frustration, is a short story from Zakaria Tamer's "Damascus Fire - Dimashq al-7ara2eq".
Where a girl trades her body for a stiff bread loaf, and when the guy can't seem to be man enough for it, he leaves her moaning and takes off with the bread.

March 8th - 43 Years...

Mon, 6 Mar 2006 20:52:19 +0200

43 Years of "Revolution"...

43 years of Emergency Laws.

43 Years of legalized torture.

43 Years of legalized political repression.

43 Years of legalized corruption.

43 years of "The State and Society Leading Party".

43 Years of deteriorating economics.

43 Years of blooming sectarianism.

43 Years a Golan occupied.

43 Years a Syria lost...

43 Years since Khaled al-Azm...

Leaving...

Sun, 5 Mar 2006 03:25:15 +0200

I'm leaving.

About 22 days left for me here.
I don't feel guilty, I just feel bitter.. I feel helpless, I feel like a complete nothing.

I miss every single bit of every single person, I miss every single bit of sound of this city, I miss every color of this place...

I hate to think that I'm gonna grow up on my own now.

Life's not fair, it smiles while slapping u on the face. each time harder than the last.

I started packing today, I started leaving.

Maad, Zeid, Yazan...

A Sectarian Syria...

Wed, 1 Mar 2006 15:45:20 +0200

هذا الحديث دار في باحة حمام السوق في دمشق القديمة... الأسبوع الماضي

أهلين وسهلين. شو الشباب شكلون مو من الشام؟
إي والله من اللاذقية
أهلين. يعني من اللاذقية نفسها وللا من 'الضيع'؟
جواب من أحد الأشخاص... إي من الضيع. من القرداحة. ليش في شي؟
!!!

This conversation took place only last week, in the hall of a Souq Bath [Hammam] in old Damascus.

- Welcome, I reckon u guys aren't from Damascus, right?
- Not really, we're from Latakia.
- Oh, u mean from Latakia itself or the 'countryside'?
- An answer from one guy... Yes from the countryside, Qardaha, is there a problem?
- !!!

YES, They did turn Syria into a sectarian shit-hole, just waiting to explode.

I AM SYRIAN, JACKASS.
I AM HUMAN, JACKASS.

Yaz and May !!

Wed, 1 Mar 2006 00:29:02 +0200

well...i wanna share another love story .. not as good as Sambo's but the heros
are in love as deep as sambo is...

Kan ya Makan

It started.

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 22:48:29 +0200

Humans, always obsessed with endings,
a stupid pattern,
always reapeating themselves.
different,
never,
ending, is it?
it's always st

3touna al-tofouleh...

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 15:54:55 +0200

جينا نعيدكم... بالعيد منسألكم
ليش ما في عنا... لا عياد ولا زينة
يا عالم
أرضي محروقة
أرضي حرية مسروقة

سمانا عمتحلم...

Miniatures of Me...

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 18:07:10 +0200

Zena's post triggered my own nostalgia, She was talking about her 7th grade old Scrap Book...

I have a 7th grade old drawer, 2 actually...
Drawers of everything...