The moment i opened my eyes this day it just felt wired...my brain was absolutely working on safe mode...not even 5 cups of coffee helped...at work there's a

Will it's about time!...i seriously missed my blog n' I think I owe it an explanation...
Dear Blog!...
am sorry I had to leave you for a while but wallahi I was so busy...first I had my exams...thank God I did very well n' am proud of it...then I changed my job...I wasn't planning to...but things just happened...i let new ppl into my life...some am glad to keep n' some others am not so sure!...Also some ppl.

This weekend I had the strangest conversations...first I discovered that my 12 years old cousin have the complete Eminem n' 50cent collection...boy i was shocked 8/...so i felt like it was my duty to sit down with him n' gave him some "PARENTAL ADVISORY"...since his parents probably can't or wont deal with such thing...so i explained few points about what's good n' what's bad in rap music...n' i tried to make sure he'll stick to the good ones only...hehe!...i even had this 2pac VS.

Thank God am in some kind of peace with myself n' the world these days...so i came across a 600something pages book my mom is reading...usually i wont even come near these books...the book's name is "Al Mu3en, Al Mueen"...so i took a random shot...it talks about how that the submission to God in Islam doesn't contradict the dignity, freedom n' grace of every human being...
A saying for Eben Taymeyh: "Any person who egoism stops him/her from worshiping God and following his guiding principles...no doubt he/she will be worshipping something else...because humans are driven by willpower...and every will leads to a goal...so those who disregard God and his loving teachings as a glorifying goal will find themselves idolizing other things and will end up worshipping it...wither it's Money, Power or Image...

NO it's not about a marriage proposal...but the thing is yesterday not 1 not 2...6 of my friends...either i ran into or called me...well the 6 of them told me about their screwed up relationships...i like to think of myself as a really very positive person...but come on people what's wrong?!...since i came back to this country that's about 5 years ago...i never heard about a successful relationship!!...

am not an expert when it comes to relationships n' i'll never BE...but just a little piece of advise...GuYs...stop being so ARROGANT...GiRlS...stop being so DRAMAcidal...

Arthur Ashe, the legendary Wimbledon (tennis championship) player was dying of CANCER...he received letters from his fans from all over the world...one of which conveyed: "Why does GOD have to select you for such a bad disease?"...To this Arthur Ashe replied: all over the world 50 Million child start playing tennis, 5 Million learn to play tennis, 500,000 learn professional tennis, 50,000 come to The circuit, 5000 reach the grand slam, 50 reach Wimbledon, 4 to semi final, 2 to the finals, and one winner...When I was holding the cup I never asked GOD "Why me?"...And today in pain I should not be asking GOD "Why me?"
Happiness keeps u Sweet...Trials keep u Strong...Sorrow keeps u Human...Failure Keeps u Humble...Success keeps u Glowing...But only God Keeps u Going.....

I thought I would never live to see my Dashboard again :D...

So it's just one of those days where everything is just so dam **********...(i made a promise to myself i wont use bad words in this post...so am trying!)...i