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I Appreciate

Sat, 8 Apr 2006 16:53:26 +0300

When you are a young red-cheeked little kid in a cruel big world, where feelings have lost their meanings, you start learning about love, passion, envy, remorse, anxiety and how to be a worse person to roam around the land and spread all that hate.
But what is even worse, that you forget about the basic instincts of survival, anger, and appreciation.
I appreciate the savage and beautiful worlds that were created in six days, and I appreciate more that creator.
I appreciate the one that took care of me for two decades with two generous kind hands and a motherly love that raised me up and up to the highest sky...

Under Pressure

Tue, 4 Apr 2006 16:09:25 +0300

You would feel under lots of pressure if you were smashed under world trade center in case it crashed down over your head (as if world trade center would ever fall) …
But in my case … lots of pressure has a different definition.
Being under pressure happens when you have a spoiled father that needs a heart surgery but still he wouldn’t do it , even after seducing him with lots of sticky gums and colorful lollipops
Being under pressure happens when you are facing the most difficult time in your career life, trying to compare the offered jobs on scientific basics, a company that provides corn flakes on breakfast, another that provides a better salary, and working as a freelancer means I can work dressed up only in a pair of black boxers and a tie with skulls all over it.

A Beautiful Lady .

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 05:05:24 +0200

A lady that I got the great honor to know when I opened my eyes for the first time to meet this world with arms wide open and a loud cry that went out after the doctor's spank took place…
That is the day that I was born in … on a very nice morning when sun was out and sky was blue and screams of young flowery-cheeked kids were filling the place…
That lady was so perfect … and still she is getting more and more perfect… look at her face … and see how superb she is.

Ups & Downs

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 04:59:23 +0200

Strange how life can show us a happy and a sad face instantly.
One day you are having the very sincere hap

Xeina

Thu, 9 Mar 2006 17:01:22 +0200

Xeina is a lil baby girl that was born next to a fire place where she was made by two chiasmic rivers , a river of warm white milk , and a pure honey river…fortunately those rivers were gushing unlike the poor Damascene Barada.

Ass Kicking Gum.

Thu, 9 Mar 2006 16:57:21 +0200

Dark thick mutiny in the air… Dim lights … Silence of some people is the only motion around… but screams of other people are filling the room up.
This is what you feel when you are inside an exam hall around this region.
After all the terror and horror that comes over you concerning the stupid questions and the ugly atmosphere and the fact that this is the only place in the world where a JANITOR can be a watchdog over academic students like a fanatic executioner.
Trying to get over all of that stress by chewing a gum… I swear to God it is not imported from Denmark … I swear to God that I had no blue-tooth connection implanted in that gum … but still Mr.

I Quit.

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 00:47:19 +0200

The most perfect recipe to cook quitting.
I've been there as a clever boy who kicks everyone's ass by using the fat brain between the shoulders … but I quit … cuz I didn’t want to be a nerd ( 2 times )
I've been there as a pro basketballer who jumps to the sky and sweat till it hurts ...

Luminous Decision

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 07:25:18 +0200

Life goes on … running crazily just like a hot stream of a warm liquid…
But sometimes in life you face one of your biggest obstacles, which is making decisions that concerns your destiny. Surely they are different than making a decision of what to eat today.
I freak out and dangle my tongue out and roll my eyes in total madness.
I stand there and start thinking
It is just like walking in a long-shaped-oriented field … a field filled with flowers … If I step ahead I will not be able to go back… and there's only one flower I can pick… what to do ?
Should I be reckless and mindless about my life aspects? Should I just take any flower and eat it?
Or should I just drive on in this one way road called life … thinking about every single alternative possible… still if I take this choice then the next choice might be better… but still I might regret not taking that choice.
The further I go the more it gets complicated… only one way to go …
I turn my head to the sky in that rainy night… and ask for God's help
Please God send me a sign or two.
God is the light in our life…. God is the way…
I saw the lightning … thank You God…
I saw the light in a bulb .. thank you God…
Thank you God for showing me the light… thank you everyone who helped me see the light of God…. I'm grateful to be enlightened and ready to make decisions
But wait is that a butterfly going towards the emanating light ?!

Bloody Tuesday!

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 07:19:17 +0200

It's a day when the sky and earth are painted red.
When you can see a bloody-red color covering all over t

I Sense.

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 00:01:16 +0200

A sublime football player scoring, standing there totally proud of his victory, the poor man is deaf… can not cry out gladly and can not hear the crowds screaming for his new triumph… But I can hear your sweet voice and can tell you how smooth it goes through my ears to tickle me wholeheartedly
A magnificent masterpiece of great music done by a blind man … he can hear how sweet his music is … and how awesomely people are cheering for it … but still he can not see the smile drawn upon their faces….

The Earth Becomes My Throne

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 21:05:15 +0200

Let There Be Light

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 17:25:42 +0200

In the beginning God created heavens and the earth . The earth was without form and void and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the spirit of God was hovering on the face of the water. Then God said, “let there be light” and there was light.
Yes ... Talking about God the almighty is what matters here
God who created heavens and earth.... who created the light and the darkness ... God that created me to choose the right track.
God who created the light. The light of eyeballs ... the light of hearts ... the light of love ... the light of faith...
Then who did create darkness ?
Were human beings so mean so they started creating darkness all over them ?
Isn't enough that we forced Noah to make the hardest effort so we can survive ?
Isn't enough that we forced Moses to run away and twice splitting water ?
Isn't enough that we crucified Jesus and let him suffer with his companions ?
Isn't enough that we have changed Muhammad's message to fit our mood ?
Now what are you trying to do since God stopped sending Messengers ...
Tell me what's the sin of Ahmad ?
Tell me what's William's fault ?
What has Ali done wrong ?
Was Benjamin a bad seed ?
God Damn It ... why do we have to suffer cuz of our names and families ?
Why are we disguising behind a religion to get to some valueless goals?
Isn't religion a peace of mind and heart ? Why is it taking that from us ?
How come religion started to be a war instead of a serenity ?
Did God forbid us from loving each other and prefered a religion over love ?
Can't we all be one hand living in peace ?
Can't we live together and share our feelings on the face of earth since it might be meant to us to be in the same heaven or same hell ?
Can't we find light again ?
I don't think we can ..... It's cuz of you and me
ONLY cuz of you and me.
We are the ones stealing the light from us.

Signs

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 18:24:42 +0200

Watching the new falling sand grains going through the tiny strait ... each grain is a day or an hour or even a minute.
Staring with widely-open eyes to see few signs passing through in total harmony with sand grains... those tell how this year will be...
A new job with lots of food at work location ... but does that replace the career development track ?! But for god's sake they even have got corn flakes ... but how far can I hold (SIGN)
Three times heading on a speedy highway and my behind flies high to sky and land on a hard seat inside a taxi cap (SIGN)
Being forced once to get off a taxi cap out from car's window since the door is stuck .. and hey no way I'm going out through the driver's door especially that the driver would move ... that's risky man (SIGN)
Hitting my leg against a stick down the street... I have no idea what the mayor would order such a thing to be there :S .... and once again I can not complain ... now can I ? (SIGN)
A nice trip to buy my favorite music ... oops what did the guy say... forbidden ??!! why ??!! Hard Rock is not Anti-religion you idiots :( .... alright I can download music (SIGN)
Hmmm .. can I please have my design printed on a nice cotton sweater ?? ... is that a NO again ?? You idiots .. wearing a black something with a skull on it does not mean that I worship Satan ... and still I worship whoever I see fits... NO ??!! AGAIN ?? (SIGN)
Wow the so-called protectors are thieves but they are defending the garbage-eaters now (SIGN)
ah right I should stop being pessimistic ... let's think positive
Hmmm ... I had a nice dinner with no flu-sick chicken and no crazy-meat (SIGN) ... what else ??!!
damn three sand grains passed and still can't find more positives.
I'm heading and say my prayers ... to be tucked in warm within... till the sand man he comes....
See you in a couple of sand grains ... I mean days .

Latest News

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 13:55:18 +0200

Ouch... My leg hurts .... Boohoo

Living And Dying

Mon, 9 Jan 2006 01:51:06 +0200

When the sunlight's rising up in my eyes
After the moonlight's covered them with ice
I lie deceived on a pillow of bloody tears
Consumed by thinking about my fears
Will you ever save this man from living on the edge?!!!!!

Am I alive? ...